Today I discovered how much I suffer off what other people think of me. Having first started to promote, show my blog at BlogExplosion, I ended quickly up being a genuine Battle of The Blog-Junkie. Soo far everything went fine and I really liked the game, but this morning when I woke up I got a real shock. I checked my records and my standings and they really shocked me. It was very hard to deal with and the whole day long I was very disturbed, confused. I couldn’t stop thinking about it and at even not 11.00AM I went for the first compulsary “Triple Tanqueray with a dash of Tonic”. As I set the pace early in the morning, it all became worse when I realised that several new Battles at BotB didn’t improve my ranking anymore. I was really lost and in the late afternoon I could only think of one thing anymore. Quitting work, going home as soon as possible and isolate myself in my sleeping room. I didn’t think of drinking anymore, I was just to sad. For the first time in my short, but very intense BotB-career I had been hit out of the “Worst 50 Fighters All Time”.
Little by little I start feeling better as I have been loosing my latest battles and see myself again in my Top 50.
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